July 3, 2007
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Leaving Toronto this time was really difficult. Falling asleep last night was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do in awhile. Sure, I could have taken some pills, drank warm milk, or read; but I couldn’t even bring myself to think of any options at the time.
When you get used to sleeping with someone else beside you, sleeping on your own is tough. It’s tough to imagine yourself alone in a bed with no arms There’s no rolling over and kissing the person beside you on the cheek or neck. You can’t open your eyes and smile at the person next to there there. There there to snuggle up against when you get a chill; nobody to steal the blankets from; nobody’s sides to run your fingertips along. This made falling asleep so very difficult for me. So difficult, in fact, that I ended up crying myself to sleep.
Today Andy and I celebrate our 5 month anniversary. What is 5 months again? Lined paper? No, isn’t it the tree bark anniversary? Whatever it is, it is. Today, I mean. Of course, I’m counting down the days until he comes home- he’ll be home in 9 days, if you don’t count today, which you shouldnt, because it’s almost over. Or so I’d like to think, anyway.
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