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I keep teetering back and forth between calling the FWB ex and telling him I have rethought things and I think I can do it. I don’t know who I am kidding, but seriously this has been on my mind. I think it is me afraid to get back onto Plenty of Fish and just DEAL and meet the men on there. The ex has become my scapegoat, but what a fun scapegoat he was!

I was thinking of going onto POF tonight and checking out the gazillion email I know are sitting there but if I do that, I have to answer said email and although I am not mourning the loss of the ex per se, I am wondering if I am ready to put myself out there. I jumped pretty fast at the ex’s offer so I didn’t have to deal. I’m such a scaredy cat.

Don’t worry though…I may be teetering back and forth on the call, but I am sure the ex would turn me down - he knows where my heart stands and what I want and even though the intimacy was spectacular (lol), he doesn’t want to hurt me. It is really very sad that it took his daughter getting leukemia for him to do a 180 and become a better person

Tags: Dating, Plenty Of Fish, POF, FWB

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