December 30, 2007
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I am wide awake in an insomniac sort of way. What a day. What a weekend!
I spent two evenings with D (formerly INTJ) and this afternoon with Traveler touring Wine Country. For whatever reason, despite the fact that Traveler is a good kisser, attractive, intelligent and well-off, I am just not feeling it. My subconscious is troubled–or maybe it’s my full-blown consciousness (is it subconscious if I am aware of it?).
Doesn’t it stand to reason that after making out with Traveler for nearly an hour, wherein my suspicion that he knows how to please a woman was confirmed, that I should be basking in the glow of whatever it is we bask in after rolling around with someone we completely dig? Well, I’m not. Instead I’m thinking of D.
Maybe I should give D a smooch on NYE and see what happens. I don’t know. Conflict, conflict. D was so sweet to me this weekend, but sweet in a subtle, shy way which I really treasured. Traveler lay it on thick; I think it was genuine but … ack! Too much.
If I had been thinking I would have expressed my concerns to Traveler this afternoon but unfortunately, the subconscious was whispering too quietly for the conscious me to hear.
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